Hubby: FIN

What a sad and gloomy day it turned out to be.This is the day me and my hubby broke up,It was an unexpected turn of events..
We had a quarrel about something,
About trust and loyalty..
Due to my own mistakes, I can’t blame him for his decision..
I’m not perfect, I also have my own flaws..

So many things flash to my mind,
As i recall all the things we talk about in our relationship,
He didn’t even gave me a second chance,
I guess that’s it! End of the line.

I was crying as I ran home and it heightened as I saw Hubi(the teddy bear he gave me)
What do you expect me to do when someone you love wants to end it.
I could hardly keep my emotions, I wanted to shout!! (p***** ***!!!)

Mas lalo pa talaga lumala nung nakinig ako sa mp3 sa laptop..
Ikaw ba naman makinig sa “For the first time” and “Close”..
Parang wala ako sa mundo nun kac naka tunganga ako..
Nahirapan na ako makahinga nun, sumisikip kac yung dibdib ko..
Iniwasan ko na makita ako ng family ko na umiiyak,
Baka magtanong sila, ano isasagot ko?
 
I know habang buhay kung pagsisihan ang nangyari sau..
I don’t want to add more burden on your part..
You have given up so many things for me..
And all I can do is betray ur trust..
If you’ll be happier without me, then so be it..
I love you and i will always love you..
That’s why I’m willing to let go for you to be happy..
Kasi yun ang gusto mo, hindi naman kita mapipilit kung ayaw mo na..

Masakit pero kaya naman, sanay na ako na mag-isa..
That’s love for you, they come and go easily..
Short-term nga talaga ang ganito klaseng relasyon.. hahay!!

Kung wala na yung tao dun nyo nakikita
kung gaano sya kahalaga at importante sayo,
After this, hindi ko pa kayang umibig ulit..
Masasaktan lang ako, ayaw ko muna,
Pwede ring hindi na talaga ako umibig pa. (Hmmm…..)
Naiintindihan ko na ang sakit na sinasabi nila, MASAKIT NGA!!

A Thought to Keep

        “Wash the plate not because it’s dirty

                                    nor you’re told to wash it,

                                                    but because you love the person who will use it.”

-mother teresa- 

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A Knight in Shining Armor - Jude Deveraux

This is one of my favorite books and I love to read it again and again. It’s an old romance pocketbook published in 1990 I guess. Don’t know if you can still find a copy in bookstores today because it’s old and very hard to find. 

It has touched me so much that I have to push back tears. It tells about the story of a man and a woman falling in love but are both from different time that have met under difficult circumstances to help each other for a reason. 

This will really capture your heart, make you laugh, cry, and wish this could come true. For everyone women wants a knight in shining armor to swept them away and help solve their problems, it is the epitome of every woman’s fantasy. 

Even across time, “time has no meaning, Love will endure”

If I were to die, “my soul would remember you” even across time 

“My soul will find yours”, not bodies but souls.

Undergoing Difficult Circumstances

We never expected this to happen to us so early; we could have prevented it. I wish it was a farce but I guess it isn’t. With deepest regret on my part for I also share the burden of the problem. But I know I can’t really describe the epitome of stress and burden of the one carrying much of the problem. I’m trying to gather all of my strength but it is also difficult for sometimes I am onion-eyed. 

I know it could happen to anyone but why us. It was difficult for me to accept but we can’t do anything because it is already there. I am asking the Lord, for guidance and strength that we may get through this together. Whatever happens I will always be there for you. You can count on it, for I know my Love for you can withstand any hardship we may encounter for as long as we are always together. We should not lose hope; let us also ask strength to the people who are close to our hearts; to ask for their support and prayers and most of all from the Lord above.

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